I figured that a good way to start this blog was to give a little bit of back ground about this girl. One of the hardest things for a good person to recognize is their own "no goodness". I have always considered myself a good person. The scale of course was based on the good things I accomplished and the bad things I avoided. So it was all black and white, my heart and the mirky things within it never got put on the goodness scale.
Growing up in a little town helped with not encountering too much tempations. I lived a pretty sheltered life. My choices of the "kind" of girl I was gonna be was as follows:
1. The nerdy; smart girl.
2. The popular pretty girl
3. The plain but athletic girl.
4. The fun loving crazy girl.
5. The loose girl that got around.
Throughout my Jr. High years and H.S. years I worked hard at adding just enough of the first four labels and avoided the "loose girl" label.
I think with just a little bit of alternations we have the same categories today. And so by the time I was ready for college I had managed to keep myself in view, but not too much view and only with good deeds and fun loving activity
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