I need to make a move

My Writing Ways....


Its usually like this, a great idea ready to be launched....
I am so motivated, letting the words flow down my mind into my finger tips and onto the keyboard,  Click, click, tap tap...until a post is complete or a chapter put out.  Such relief, such triumph...then I read it....Who wrote this?  Where'd my voice go?  I know I'm louder than this?
Back space, delete, delete....Let's see, where did the thought get lost? Hey! where'd it go?  So I run back through the creveces of my mind picking up word after word, thought after thought. Blocked! every word I take, I'm blocked.  Jammed up! overflowing with thoughts that spill to the ground! and most of them rolling quickly into the gutter of my mind.  The few that survive are very unsafely tucked away in the computer files.  Thats where they stay until a storm of ideas or someone elses habits crash up against the blockage to release the unwritten words.

I am a writer....?  

I will be a writer!

I hope to be a writer....